It is challenging to be creative and spend time doing what you are passionate about when you have other responsibilities. If that is your position, I suggest you change your priorities so that you give more time and all your energy to that passion or to that project in which you want to work.
Failure is something real, as well as the consequences of this. But the worst defeat of all is to reach the end of our lives and realize that we never made an effort to achieve our dreams. It is much better to fail, learn from these failures, and move on.
Everything is risky, but if you pay attention, you will realize that most of the successes were given after failures and a lot of patience and perseverance.